Perhaps the world’s greatest scholar in transformative participation is George Lindbeck. His master work, The Nature of Doctrine, is suggested reading at virtually every seminary in the country.
I wanted to talk about his book, but all Professor Lindbeck wanted to talk about was my motley story, he wanted to know what experiences led fallen people to faith, to seminary. I told him it was an absolute mystery. One moment I was an arrogant lawyer on a subway – one grace filled experience later I was on a path that led inexorably to seminary. Still arrogant, perhaps, but on a new path.///He just looked at me silently for a while and said, “A mystery? Hmmmm. Tell me this, was religion important to your Mother?” “Oh, absolutely, she was a Baptist determined to pass her faith along to her kids.”///Did she take you to church when you were young? “Are you kidding, we never missed; we had perfect attendance medals that reached half-way down to our knees.”///Was the Sunday School pretty serious about the Bible? “Of course! Those Sunday School teachers had us memorizing Psalms, answering quizzes, competing to recite. I can still remember Mrs. Vestal’s ‘GE College Bible Bowl,’ Mr. Judy’s fifth grade class on the Bible and Life, and Mr. Hansen’s Baptism class.”///Did you act in any dramas or sing in any choirs? “Sure. I sang in the children’s choir and then Betsy Kirshner’s junior choir. I was Gabriel in the nativity pageant, the cobbler’s boy in the play about the kopeks, and then in the usual skits and plays put on by the Junior and Senior high fellowships.”But there came a time when you thought you outgrew religion? Got too smart and self-sufficient to believe the story? “Well, I actually began to have my doubts around fourteen.” “You fell away from the church and began your self-reliant climb through college, law school, and the law?” “Well, I still went to church, but only to keep my wife company.” ///And then in mid-life things began to crumble for you spiritually? You fell into a strange darkness you couldn’t solve? “Yes.” “And you turned back to the religion of your youth?” “Yes.” “And that’s where you found God waiting for you?” “Yes.”///And then another silence before the old professor spoke, . . .”And this is a mystery to you? A surprise to you? . . . You seem like a smarter fellow than that.”